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Is the movie The Last Time I Committed Suicide available on Netflix, Disney+, Prime or Apple TV+?

At Stream Tracker, we keep an eye on where to find movies that smell of cigarettes, jukeboxes and the restless road — like The Last Time I Committed Suicide (1997). The film follows Neal Cassady’s beat life in the 1940s: a job at The Tire Yard, nights drifting between smoky bars and hitchhikes, and a sudden, fragile vision of a home with kids and a white picket fence. When Joan’s suicide attempt forces him to choose, the story asks whether he’ll keep running or risk staying. Wondering if you can stream it on Netflix, Disney+, Prime Video or AppleTV+? Availability changes by country, so check the Stream Tracker listing below to see which platform currently hosts this raw, road-worn drama in your region.

The Last Time I Committed Suicide

Synopsis

In 1940s America, Neal Cassady drifts between late-night adventures and long days at The Tire Yard, a charming rogue who avoids commitment while flirting with everyone he meets. Beneath his restless exterior, however, he harbors an unexpected longing for a settled life—children, a modest home, and the quiet comforts of domesticity. When his girlfriend Joan attempts to take her own life, Neal panics and flees, unable to face the consequences of attachment. Months later Joan resurfaces, forcing him to confront a choice: embrace the ordinary happiness he secretly craves, or walk away once more and preserve his freedom.

Release date

1997

Duration

1h 32min

Rating

Country

États-Unis

Genre(s)

Biographie, Drame

Watch on which platform The Last Time I Committed Suicide

Updated on 12/03/2026

Netflix

Not available

Disney+

Not available

Prime Video

Not available

Apple TV+

Not available

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